Things are going alright - I've lost two pounds since my last post.
Not a lot, but it's definitely a start.
I feel very in control and disciplined right now, and I hope I'll be able to keep this mindset...
Fasting at school is very hard for me because my roommate acts like a second mom,
but I'm planning on just telling her how I ate while she was in class,
even though I won't.
Also, I won't have a scale at school which is making me very anxious.
My friend has a very cheap scale that is mostly inaccurate, and hard to read because it's not digital,
but I might have to start using it for reference points.
On another note, my best friend from home is rapidly losing weight,
and didn't eat any time I saw her over break?
She's never acted like this before, and as awful as it is, my first reaction is jealousy.
She's always been bigger than me, and now I can't help but feel like she's competing with me.
I've always been a competitive person, and this is just adding fuel to my fire.
The next time she sees me, I will have lost a substantial amount of weight too,
I can promise that.
Anyways, I don't really have much to report other than that.
I want to lose another five pounds before I post again,
and hopefully that will be before next Friday.
xxxx